I wanted to be the sky

but i wasn’t

you walked all over me

making me the lowest i have ever been

instead of admiring me

you were using me to keep afloat

drowning me slowly

making me dream of being admired again

but now that i have it all

i’ve lost everything

i don’t know how to be the sky anymore

i don’t know how to show myself

i don’t know how to show my feelings

and even though you’re not using me anymore

i can’t bring myself back up

I’m going to ask you to hurt me so i don’t have to hurt myself

It’s so fucking addicting

I want to do it again

I can’t tell anyone

but it feels so good


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